Saturday was a day for relaxation. I woke up beyond excited to see the people in my life and they came in masses! Thank you to everyone who came out to Joe's Saturday afternoon, you will never know how much it truly meant for me to see all of your smiling faces. The day at Joe's was spent reminiscing, laughing, smiling and trying to forget what was about to come in the next couple days. Seeing old friends I hadn't seen in years was amazing! There are some bonds that are just too strong to break and this is the true meaning of what it means to come together in a time of need. Thank you to everyone who came out again! Honestly I can not say thank you enough! I stayed out as late as I could hang and once I knew I was starting to crash I gave Tasha the OK to stay out and hang out with her friends while I hoped in my chariot to whisk me away back home for a good nights sleep.
|Very Stylish I must say!|
Here is the part I did not want to address, but since we are all in this together you all need to know as much as I know when I know it. The preliminary report came back possitive for cancer. That is all they know. They still dont know what my 'recommended' treatment will be, nor how fast growing or anything else for that matter. I prepared for cancer from the beginning and hearing the confirmation was still hard to hear. In the back of my head I always held out a little hope that maybe it was just a bad tumor and I was gonna have it out and be on with my life again like nothing ever happened, but that stuff usually only happens in fairy tales. Fairy tales are the epitome of perfection and holding out for an ending like that would only be unfair to myself as well as those I love. So thats where we are as of today, and let me assure you, writing this blog has taken about 6 hours of starting and stopping! Not an easy task yet one that you all deserve. We are in this together and I thank you all for your love and support. I truly wish you could all know how much I appreciate you all. It has truly restored a bit of my faith in the human race and I hope through my experience I can somehow help you all. THANK YOU times a million!
|And that goes all the way around!|